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got a job? I got fired.
On Thursday.
My supervisor kept telling me how many mistakes I've made the entire week. Every day she was calling me and her complaints were getting worse each day and I had a weird feeling about everything already. Especially because I havent done any mistakes at all in the past months, at least noone told me so, and now all of a sudden the quality of my interviews turned so bad that they have to fire me?
A co-worker (well, former co-worker) of mine told me that she noticed how the supervisor had it in for me for quite a while already, that the way she talked to me was very harsh. I didnt notice it tho, because I only know her harsh way of talking.
While firing me the supervisor kept telling me about the mistakes and that'd she'd be sorry as everyone, including her, likes me so much and that she thinks market research is not my kind of thing.
She noticed that after 2 years?
Well, thank you very much asshole. I've been shocked and didnt really realize it in the following days. I was running around with cotton wool in my brain. I wasnt myself at all.
Its not only about being unemployed now or about the lack of money I'll have unless I dont get an equally well paid job soon, its more about my co-workers. I liked them all dearly, well, most of them at least. I loved working with them. And the thought of never working with them again makes me feel so sad. And angry. Also the thought of starting a new job in a new firm freaks me out. I never had problems with getting along with new people. But starting off completely new is a thought I dont like at all.
But I dont have a choice. Tina |